Why don't I post?

Why don't I post more often? Well the thing is, there are a few different reasons that I don't blog as much as I want to. I would love to have the witty blog that everyone reads and can't wait for an update. I would love to have pictures galore and have a great timeline of my son's lives. But I don't.

The reasons you ask (well since I only have 13 followers, I doubt that no one will ask), I will tell you. I have a life. I have 3 little kids that I have to take care of. I have a house to take care of. I have at least 2 or 3 loads of laundry a day that I SHOULD be doing. I have dishes to wash, dogs to feed and pick up after, a house to try to keep somewhat picked up (which doesn't happen too much) and then there is feeding them. I have to make at least 3 meals a day for Joey and I, at least 5 bottles each for the twins, and we are starting to feed them 3 meals a day (but we can count only 2 because they always get 2.) After worrying about that, I barely remember to eat and pee myself.

But I will tell you, all the overwhelming feelings that I have about getting everything done in teh day go away when I see those boys and their cute faces. I don't care if the laundry got done. I don't care if I have on clean clothes. As long as the boys are fed and happy, I am happy.

Its been a struggle lately to find that happy medium between knowing what is ok to let go and what I absolutely need to get done. I have had some anxious moments lately when it comes to the house and getting everything done that I feel needs to get done. How do you choose between having sanity knowing that your house is clean and letting it go? I know that we just need deep clean the house, purge all things that we don't need anymore, and then start fresh. Have it easy to clean up less stuff. If you have less there, there is less to clean up. It is hard knowing that you have to get rid of some of the stuff that you have. I am not a pack rat by any means, but either you bought the stuff or someone gave it to you. Its like throwing money out the window! But how much is your sanity worth when having a dirty/cluttered house makes you insane!